Timeline


Apr-11 Homestudy began
Jul-11 Signed with Holt
6/28/11 Found Jospehine, but another family is
currently reviewing
7/13/11 Received information for Josephine
to review
07/20/11 Asked for additional information about
Josephine's development
08/20/11 Filed I800A
08/23/11 Received additional information from her
orphanage and asked to hold her for me
08/24/11 Josephine went off Great Walls list to Holt
08/26/11 Sent LOI (Letter of Intent)
9/2/11 LOI uploaded in china
9/7/11 Got fingerprinted
9/29/11 800A
10/14/11 DTC (Dossier to China)
10/18/2011 LID (Logged in Date)
12/14/2011 LOA!
02/03/2012 Article 5 Pickup
02/16/2012Travel Approval
03/13/2012 Travel to CHINA!!!!!
03/29/2012 Homecoming


Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Back to school night




Sent from my iPhoneMadalyn is a little sad about repeating first grade. But since she is doing much better than she has for the last 24 months,I think this repeat will be very constructive for her.

She's asking questions, and has more meaningful conversations every day. Several times she's asked "do you think I'll make it to second grade this time?". She says it with such innocent sincerity, it hurts my heart... But just knowing she is thinking clearly enough to pose the question makes me know she's going to have a better year.

Of course I tell her she will go to second grade next year! The IEP means I can make that promise! But I do believe she will make it on her own!

Her current seizure medicine appears to be working as good as her first seizure med did. That was THE medicine she started in K-5 that made her dry every night, and gave us 3 glorious weeks in China with no meltdowns, or hyperactivity. Life was great until she got the Lamictal rash and had to stop it. Since then she was wet every night with periods of severe meltdowns, hyperactivity, and cognitive decline.

But since starting Oxtellar in May, and then tweaking the dose last month, she has been dry 14 nights, which is attributed to the medicine controlling things at night (we assume spiking or seizures cause night wetting because it always responds to medication increases/changes). And we finally achieved the same result we did 2 years ago, which is since she is dry at night, she is also doing well behaviorally and cognitively.

I know first hand now why folks in the epilepsy world say "there's no such thing as the perfect seizure medicine..only the best one for the person for that particular time period"...so I'll just be thankful for today and try not to worry about next week, next year, or her teens! Ha

Friday, July 26, 2013

Last days of summer




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Saturday, July 20, 2013

Loving the waves




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Best beach toy...sticks




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Ship Island




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Best pappy for driving down so we could go back to Ship Island for more fun!




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Thursday, July 4, 2013

Sisters




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Happy 4th of July!




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Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Cast off-Bilateral days

As expected, Josephine gained a lot of awareness and strength, but did not gain the ability to open her hand.  We will continue to work on this at home, and hope to repeat the 4 week program again next year!

Over the last 4 weeks, she worked hard, and didn't seem to mind the cast at all.  In fact, each time we took it off for a change, she was eager to put it back on.  She even said "thank you, Reggi", as Reggi slipped it back on.  Today, Reggi had to hide it because Josephine wanted to put it back on.  Pretty funny!  But, once she got used to it being off, she enjoyed being independent again.  She ate supper, played with toys, all without me having to hold the items in her little fist......

Today as soon as the cast came off, Josephine began opening and closing her  left (unaffected) hand and saying "open close open close".   It was as if she was showing Reggi she CAN do this....and she knows what Reggi wants......with her left hand......and she wants to do it with her right hand, as we keep requesting of her.....but she just doesn't have the pathways from her brain to that hand...yet....

The best way to help her develop those pathways is to place her in weight-bearing positions to increase strength, as well as continue to get her to reach and push/pull with her arm as much as possible.  Hopefully, hand function will follow.

But, as I always say....regardless of her progress, she will be able to do everything she wants in life.....one handed, or two.....this therapy is just to give her the opportunity to gain as much function as possible.

I'll update more after the final testing, which is Friday.


Monday, June 24, 2013

Josephine's therapy

Right arm is definitely stronger. Casting her only working hand has been tough on her. But she has worked diligently with Reggie (her therapist), and even started using words more and more to let us know her needs and frustrations. 

And I'm so thankful to Reggie  for her never-ending patience and understanding for both my girls!  She has made sure Madalyn has felt needed and a part of Josephine's therapy, which is great for both Josephine and Madalyn. 



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Thursday, June 20, 2013

Answers from Cleveland

Well, several weeks ago I wrote the post about what we learned in Cleveland, but it never went through.  So, the short version is that she never had a seizure while in Cleveland.  The final opinion was that if her seizures come back and don't respond to medicine, she is a surgery candidate.  However, her spiking is in a large portion of her right hemisphere, so the surgery would not be as small as I'd like.

But for now, they agree with our doctor in Jackson that medication management is an on-going process and that you have to weigh the side affects with the benefits and just keep trying.

When we first left Cleveland, we had several really tough days (behavior/cognitive/attention).  After  a few days I realized it was because she had abruptly begun her seizure medication back and had to adjust to it again.  That tells me her medicine is helping her functioning, but that starting it back abruptly makes everything worse.

The best part of Cleveland Clinic was hearing the best pediatric epileptologists agree with our Dr. Parker.  Also, every person I met told me how wonderful Dr. Brad Ingram is.  Dr. Parker had told us all about him before we got there.  He studied at UMC and just completed his fellowship in pediatric epileptology at Cleveland Clinic.  He studied under Dr. Parker at UMC. There are less than 60 pediatric epileptologists in the US, and we are so lucky to be getting a great one. It will be the first time UMC has had a pediatric Epileptologist.

Dr. Ingram visited us at Cleveland Clinic and chatted for over an hour.  He is the most personable and kind man I have met!   He said the reason he is returning to Jackson to work is because of Dr. Parker!  He will be the one we see in Jackson whenever we are in for video EEGs.  He and Dr. Parker will be working closely together.  He already knew we were because he and Dr. Parker had consulted about Madalyn in the past.

In addition to chatting about random things, he shared that he has epilepsy.  He also shared some stories about Doctors that didn't help him in the past with his epilepsy.  He also said he got the 'lamictal rash" just like Madalyn did, and being an adult, postponed getting off the drug (very dangerous, and he admitted not a smart decision at all) just because it gave him the best seizure control with zero side affects.  SO, when I complain about missing the days Madalyn could take Lamictal, he totally gets it!  So, great :)

So, a great trip, all in all!  I don't think we will need to return, unless seizures get out of control and require surgery.   I honestly don't think that will happen, but Cleveland Clinic is  there if we need it.

Monday, June 3, 2013

Bedtime and no news yet




Sent from my iPhoneThe team conference is tomorrow. She hasn't had a seizure yet. Tomorrow should provide the plan and maybe the going forward recommendations.

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Waiting for answers, learning a bit each day

Dr. Gupta was very nice. He said her EEGs are very complicated. He is seeing spiking. He has not seen a seizure. He thinks she could be a surgery candidate if her medicine quits working again and therefore we will stay as long as feasible to capture a seizure so that if it comes to that later, we will have that information.

He thinks the previous 4 hour episodes were seizures, not medicine effects because they are consistent with her type of seizures and because they were "episodes" with a start and end time. This is a different opinion than the other doctor here so this proves it must be a difficult call since we also had varying opinions in Jackson.

Madalyn's Jackson neurologist thought they were seizures as did one other neurologist in the ER. One other doctor in Jackson we saw while she was inpatient during an episode felt it may be medication induced. I go back and forth on it. I hate not knowing!

Today Dr. Gupta explained the results from her MRI. It's the same news as 7 years ago, but very helpful to hear it again, and he used a model of the brain and her scans to explain it to me. The summary is that more than 50 percent of her right hemisphere was damaged, but more significantly is that the area of damage are the primary pathways of the hemisphere, so it is is in an area that is more significant. It affected all the lobes of that hemisphere.

The injury isn't very significant except to point to the origins of her seizures. Most of her functioning has been transferred to the non-damaged hemisphere.

So, for now she will stay in the monitoring unit to see what happens since she is off her medicine.

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Moving hotels

Ronald McDonald house just called and they have a spot for us! Yeah! Our current hotel is expensive and not-so-great! But all  else is good here. 

She had an MRI and PET scan, so thar was two stressful days of no eating and anesthesia...

As of last night we stopped her seizure meds to wait for a seizure. Last night the monitors pressed her seizure alarm button and many nurses came in our room to check on her. I'll find out this morning what they saw and if it was significant.  Now that they have collected a few days of  data, today's doctor visit should give much more insight.

A volunteer is now coloring with Madalyn, which she loves! The volunteers here are amazing! They have given her a soft  hand made blanket and a pillow case. They bring lots of treats every day. It really helps Madalyn keep her mind off all the procedures and long days of staying in bed.

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Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Sweetness




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Dr. Wyllie Appointment

Madalyn, my mom, and I met with Dr. Wyllie today.   I gave her a copy of the MRI and EEGS.  She asked a lot of questions.  She is very direct and methodical.  I was scolded a few times for asking unsolicited questions and/or offering additional information.  However, I was told this is how she is, so I was fine.  I liked her quick thinking and decisive conclusions.

In the end she went over the fact that there are 4 avenues to manage epilepsy.  Medication is first, which she said we had given long and dedicated trials.

Next is surgery, which has basically 3 categories of patients.  One is cut and dry (that's not us), two is the "maybe" category. That's where she said Madalyn is.    This means we have to carefully weigh the benefits and risks.  Her biggest concern is that Madalyn has very good function of her affected side and if surgery needed to take out any of her motor strip, her hemiparesis would be worse.  And the third category is the patients that are not a good candidate, either because their seizures do not have a focal point, or are not in an operable area.

Since she is doing good on her new medication (Oxtellar), the plan is to NOT consider surgery right now, but go ahead and see if she is a candidate so that if we are in yet another "honeymoon" phase of a new medication, we know what our next step can be.  To determine if she is a candidate they will be looking to see if her seizures have a focal point (which Dr. Whyllie thinks they probably do (I'm guessing since they are partial onset seizures and a brain injury is the root cause of her epilepsy.)  Second, they will be looking at how much would need to be removed and what deficits that may cause.  After this, we will know if she is a surgical candidate if/when Oxtellar stops working, and if not we will know that we will be looking at the next two avenues.

If surgery is not an option, the other two avenues are ketogenic diet and vagal nerve stimulator.  These are discussed for patients that are not surgical candidates.  The diet is VERY limiting, and not without its own risks.

So, tomorrow's plan is to have an eye doctor appointment in the morning, then MRI with sedation.   Next she will be admitted for monitoring.  She will stop her medications and Dr. Whyllie says we will be here until she has a seizure.

Of course, my fear is that she won't have  a seizure.  My other fear is that they won't see the spiking or the seizures, and that could mean our problems stem more from her stroke and less from seizure activity.  What I hate about that is that would mean our problems are not fixable.  By problems, I mean her huge swings in the ability to learn, as welll as periods of big meltdowns and regression in everything.  For example, for a time, Madalyn had stopped being able to do monkey bars, stopped making her own snacks/lunch, unable to understand the difference in addition and subtraction.  Since starting Oxtellar, all of this has come back.  But, she has done this several times over the past 3 years.  That's why I'm afraid after a few months on Oxtellar, her gains will once again disappear.

Her history points to seizures, but at this point, and after trying so many medications, it's very difficult to tell what was medication side affects and what was seizures.  We do know, and Dr. Whyllie reiterated, that epilepsy and behavior and cognitive problems go hand and hand.  She said her plan is to  work very hard to get to the bottom of Madalyn's issues.  They will then present her case to 30 professionals and come up with a plan for us.

So, a whole lot depends on what they see on the EEG.  One year ago, Madalyn's EEG showed a lot of spiking in three lobes.  But, the past 3 EEGs (on medications) didn't show anything.  So, the question is what will her EEG show when she is off her medications.

Hopefully we will know a little more tomorrow, and even more the next few days as her medication leaves her system.


First appointment




Sent from my iPhoneMadalyn's appointment at Cleveland Clinic with Dr. Wyllie is at 9:45. I'll post more after.

Monday, April 22, 2013

Update







After having a total of 4 episodes in one week, Dr. Parker admitted Madalyn for inpatient Video EEG monitoring.   Her last episode was 5 days ago, so I'm not sure we will be able to capture anything.  But the nice surprise was that Dr. Parker is on call this week, so we get to see her each day we are here.

So far today she has not seen any spiking on her EEG.  She does see intermittent slowing, but that is likely from her known stroke.  When asked if intermittent means it could be from a seizure, she said sometimes even from a known injury, it can still be intermittent.

I asked her the liklihood that spiking or seizures could be deep in the frontal lobe, and therefore not detected on the EEG.  She said "that's always the concern with frontal lobe seizures...that they can be hidden".   I asked her if the location of Madalyn's injuries made that likely, or not.  Since she hasn't looked at her MRI sinc 2007, I showed her a copy of the report on my phone and she was able to tell  it was in the _______ section (going to get her to tell me again tomorrow) and therefore not the most likely to be hidden, but doesn't rule it out.

I asked her if we should still go to Cleveland Clinic.   I told her I was worried that if we can't pick anything that it would be a wasted trip.  She said definitely go.  She said that's our ticket to being seen if we get into a crtitical situation.  She referenced how fast this issue came up, and said it would be great to already be established as a patient at the Cleveland Clinic if things stay the same or worsen.

I asked her if we could decrease her current medications to see how she does.  Since she is having  episodes, something isn't working.  Plus, the Depakote is doing what Dr. Parker calls the "depakote perm", meaning her hair is frizzy and fried looking.  So, depending on how her EEG looks, we may consider weaning off of at least one medicine.  She said we just have to make only once change at a time and see what happens.

I asked her the likelihood that the EEG given in the ER and on the floor last Saturday would have showed "slowing" indicating a recent seizure.  She said, not likely, therefore the fact that it didn't show anything isn't very significant.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Fwd: Update, at UMC for observation


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Begin forwarded message:

From: Cheri Bergeron <cbergeron@holmescc.edu>
Date: April 14, 2013 1:48:14 AM CDT

Subject:
Update, at UMC for observation

Madalyn threw up again on Saturday (after not since Thursday at school). It started with her stomach hurting while I was teaching at the gym. It started at 9:15 am.

This time she looked dazed, slow to respond, and unsteady. During the episode she slept intermittently hard....and then would wake and throw up and be out of it. She stayed this way for over an hour, and I drove her to the ER. She was still this way for several minutes after being in the ER and they chose to give her Diastat shortly after we arrived (around 11:00 am).

When she woke up at 1:30 pm she began to return to normal. By the evening she was completely normal.

They did an EEG after they admitted her to the floor, but she was over the episode by then. She is being watched over night and we will get To see the neurologist on call tomorrow.

I think the doctors think it was seizure related (her blood levels were all normal and medication levels where they are supposed to be). But I did not want to give the Diastat at home without the ER because I fear the AEDs could  be causing nausea, vomitting, and dizziness. I trust Dr. Parker, but much of what she has to go by is my observations....which seem so subjective.

So we are at the hospital and hopefully a step closer to knowing if the newest and even longer episodes are seizures.

Also since this would be the second time in a week Diastat was needed, I need to find out how likely it may quit working ......and what To do then....

I'm worried I should have given her Diastat at the 5 minute mark, but I was unsure that it was a seizure. And afraid that she was throwing up because of already sedating medicine.  The problem is, each time looks different! It's hard to know:(

Cheri
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Saturday, March 30, 2013

Happy Easter




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Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Easter Egg Hunt




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Monday, March 25, 2013

Lost a tooth and short update


She lost her front tooth! It's been hanging all day. She pulled it herself and now she says it feels much better!

We are really struggling with seizures right now. She is also tired and regressing in motor and cognitive skills. I'm waiting to hear the next plan from her doctor!

I'm also sending her records to the Cleveland Clinic for an e-consult. I'm specifically asking if she would be a surgery candidate. She may be no where near that. However, surgery is looked at sooner for her type of seizure and its underlying cause, so it's worth asking.

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Tuesday, March 19, 2013

On this day one year ago!




Sent from my iPhoneCelebrating meeting our precious Qian Ru on this day one year ago!

Happy one year forever family day!

All I want to say is how thankful I am that I have the privilege of knowing what a mother's love feels like to two precious children! Because it really is a feeling like no other.

And also to feel the joy of watching my mom, dad, sister, and best friends love, laugh, and smile with your children. Really, it's the best!

And to celebrate Josephine's forever day, my sister surprised us with Minnie mouse balloons and a cake! She had my mom, dad, and herself all at my house when we got home this afternoon!

Josephine was so excited she screeched at the balloons! Then she just kept talking about the Mickey Mouse plates, napkins, and cake. This time she knew exactly what a cake is for....eating! She climbed right up on the bench an waited for her piece.

What a difference a year makes!

Thank you Nikki, mom and dad for all your love and support! I'm so happy Madalyn and Josephine have you!



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Sunday, March 17, 2013

Same conversation when not having an episode

Unfortunately it seems like Madalyn is still having some seizures.  After I talk to her neurologist's office, I'll know more..

I captured the second part of an episode last week on camera. Before I got the camera she wasn't responding at all.

Tonight I decided to approach her while she was doing the same activities, and her response was normal. I asked her the same questions as I did in last week's video and as you can see, her response pretty much shows she thinks I've lost my mind:)

Before and after both videos she is normal...

Here are the two videos:




 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZpZIME41ZE&feature=youtube_gdata_player

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEA2tKYAiuY



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Enjoying spring break!




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Gloves on both hands.




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Loves her baby doll




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Basketball fun




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Sleeping babies




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Saturday, March 16, 2013

Beautiful spring break




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Monday, February 25, 2013

No news is good news


We've just been having normal, busy, fun times.  Madalyn continues to do very well with no signs of seizures or problems caused by spiking.  We did decide not to wean off of Depakote, but instead stay on both seizure medicines for now.  When I got to week two of weaning,  I saw some warning signs of seizure behaviors.  Her doctor agreed to go back back to the regular dose and within a couple of days she was back to doing great.

Since Madalyn is doing so well, I am postponing my consult with Cleveland Clinic.  I have her records ready to go if the need should arise again. 

Our forever family day with Josephine is coming in less than a month!  This time last year we had Travel Approval (TA)  and were anxiously waiting to fly to China! 

Josephine is growing and changing every day.  She still loves imitating anything Madalyn does!  Yesterday Madalyn and I told her she was going to Grandma's house while we went to a birthday party.  Josephine was so excited to be going alone (she normally watches Madalyn go alone). She immediately said "bye bye Madalyn, I wuv you".  Then she looked at me, "bye bye mommy, I wuv you".  Then to her crackers in her lap, "bye bye cwackers".   Fifteen minutes later when we pulled up to Grandma's house she proudly and happily walked up the side walk to Grandma. I was surprised that Josephine had so clearly understood that she was going to stay with Grandma while Madalyn and I went somewhere.  So precious!

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Waiting children

Below is a link to the family that took pictures of my Josephine while I was still waiting.  Their Ivy and my Josephine are from the same orphanage.  This link gives a beautiful summary of their adoption journey to Ivy. 

I hope it touches families and gives them the courage to bring home their own waiting child.  When you visit an orphanage, you meet the children waiting....and the rows and rows of cribs and cubbies with their little picture taped to each.....with their little tooth brushes and cups.    All kids deserve a loving family.  

Here is the link : 

http://28daysofhearts.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Great news-NORMAL EEG

Can I just say the whole world looks brighter, my mind feels clearer, and I feel more thankful when I get an EEG report that says "normal"!

This is the first normal EEG she has had in two years!  I didn't  know normal was possible!  I am so happy!

So, what we all noticed with Madalyn, that is, the return of her smile, her personality, and her reasoning these past few days can be seen on the EEG. 

So, to summarize our medication journey.....Lamictal worked best. Stopped due to rash.  Keppra was a nightmare.  Changed to Depakote.  Depakote reduced spiking, but spiking was still happening at least every 3 seconds.  Adding ADHD medication (first Focalin, then Vyvanse)  made seizures worse (and probably spiking worse).  Adding Vimpat to Depakote with ADHD medicine improved things.  And finally staying with Vimpat and Depakote, but changing from Focalin/Vyvanse to Adderall brought us to this happy place.

To complicate things however, we plan to begin weaning off Depakote.  We are hopeful she can use just one seizure medicine, Vimpat.....and continue to be seizure free.  I also think Depakote may be causing hair loss, and may be some of the attention/processing problems.....

Today, I am thankful!!!

Friday, February 8, 2013

Madalyn's EEG


Madalyn had her sleep deprived EEG this morning.  My sister kept her up until the first half of the night.  At 11:00, she was so tired, we decided to let her go to sleep for awhile.  She fell asleep the second she layed down next to me. I woke her up at 3:00 am.  She ate nachos and cheese and fell asleep.  I continued to wake her all the way until the time of the EEG.  The great news is that she was not nervous about the test, and said the glueing process was RELAXING this time!  When the technician told her to close her eyes and go to sleep, she did. EEGs are easier now that she is older.  It helps that the seizure medicine is doing its job and her intense fears and meltdowns are almost non-existent!

We should have the results early next week.  The good news is that on day 3 of Adderall, she seems to be doing better than she did on Focalin and Vyvanse. She is more awake, and her processing speed seems to be much better.  Her overall mood seems much improved.  I'm thrilled with this, but am afraid her EEG might not show the same as it would have had we had it a few days ago.  But, that's okay....as long as she stays good!

Madalyn also had her 6 month eye checkup with Dr. Mungan today.  At each checkup after her third surgery, her eyes have been turning in less and less.  And today, he said that her eyes showed no turn in! She will continue to be checked every 6 months.

My first IEP meeting at Madalyn's new school was rescheduled from today until next Friday. So, I'll update on that later.  For now, I'll leave you with this video I found yesterday as I searched for information on IEPs....it's a comedy, and for some reason, it absolutely cracked me up, which was a nice release from this special education learning experience!  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fBTWuIX_DA 



Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Update on Madalyn

Many people do not realize that seizures are not limited to the tonic clonic type (previously called grand mal).  They can be simple partial, complex partial, myoclonic, absense, and more.  These other types may be more subtle, but just as dangerous.  People can often talk during a seizure, and even remember a seizure.  For Madalyn, there is a certain blank look that I have seen at the start of her big seizures, and now more often in these shorter episodes. 

Last time I updated I had noticed a possible seizure on Christmas Eve.  A couple of weeks ago I saw the same look and behavior, but this time I video taped it.  At the time of the video  I wasn't sure what was going on.  She had just finished a meltdown, so I wanted to be sure I didn't lead her into faking anything.  But in hindsight once I re-watched the video it was clear that she was not faking it.  Also, it looks too similar to the previous events.  At one point the smile she gives me  is the same smile she gave during a longer seizure a few months ago. 

When, I showed it to her previous teacher, both her teacher and the assistant said "we've seen that look a lot lately". 

I sent this video to her neurologist and she felt like it was seizure activity.  She increased her seizure medicine again.

Also, because these events have increased in frequency since she started after Focalin (ADHD medicine), we tried Vyvanse for the past 4 days.  However, she is so drowsy on it, her neurologist said to stop it.   Tomorrow she will try Adderall.  The interesting thing is that ADHD medicines are stimulants that don't often make people drowsy.  This worries me that these are causing more spiking/seizures.  However, without the medicine, and since the onset of her seizure disorder,  she cannot focus enough to learn and her hyperactivity would make even the most patient person need a glass of wine. 

She has an outpatient (one hour) sleep deprived EEG at 8:00 am on Friday. 

Once I get the Tracing from this EEG I will be mailing her MRIs, and all past Tracings, etc. to the Cleveland Clinic for an E-Consult.  I am hopeful they will have some insight or something new for us to try.

Tonight she wrote in her journal that she likes her school.  She also wrote that she likes music and lunch.  I have resorted to sending nachos and cheese lunchables just to get her to eat at lunchtime these days!  THAT's why she likes lunch :)  But I'm very thankful that she likes her new school.  We both still miss our friends and teachers at St. Anthony.  She still does not know anyone's name in her new class.  That's just further proof that her mind is not working like it used to..but, I'm on a mission...

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Mardi Gras




Sent from my iPhoneThis was Josephine's first trip to New Orleans. She liked the parades, beads, and the hours of walking around.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Few things




Sent from my iPhoneFew things are cuter than a baby sleeping with her bottom up.

And these sweet jammy pants were one of her many layers she wore the day I met her. I can't help but picture the nannies bathing and dressing her for the big day. I wonder what they told her. I wonder what she understood.

First day of new school




Sent from my iPhoneA lot on things had to come together for this day. A Ruling for special education services, withdrawal, admission, meetings, registration, and of course shopping for new uniforms.

She had a good first day, but said that all through the day she was missing her old teachers and friends. Ouch, that hurts my heart!

From this move, I hope to see renewed confidence and progress with one on one instruction in her challenging areas. I want her to be brought back to a place she understands and given the time to build at her own pace for awhile. In the meantime I hope to get better control of her seizure activity and pray some of the difficulties subside with better seizure control.

I can't wait for the time that she feels comfortable and loves her new teachers and friends.

She is one brave (and innocent and trusting) little first grader! She believes me when I tell her she will love her new school. She believes me when I tell her that moms have to sometimes choose a different school based on different ways kids learn best. She believes me when I tell her all kids learn to read chapter books at different times. She believes me when I tell her the multiple pills she has to take every day are good for her. I just wish I believed as much as she does. I can only hope I got it right...

Friday, January 4, 2013

Sweet girls

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