Timeline


Apr-11 Homestudy began
Jul-11 Signed with Holt
6/28/11 Found Jospehine, but another family is
currently reviewing
7/13/11 Received information for Josephine
to review
07/20/11 Asked for additional information about
Josephine's development
08/20/11 Filed I800A
08/23/11 Received additional information from her
orphanage and asked to hold her for me
08/24/11 Josephine went off Great Walls list to Holt
08/26/11 Sent LOI (Letter of Intent)
9/2/11 LOI uploaded in china
9/7/11 Got fingerprinted
9/29/11 800A
10/14/11 DTC (Dossier to China)
10/18/2011 LID (Logged in Date)
12/14/2011 LOA!
02/03/2012 Article 5 Pickup
02/16/2012Travel Approval
03/13/2012 Travel to CHINA!!!!!
03/29/2012 Homecoming


Saturday, June 30, 2012

Passing down my stroller obsessions

I've yet to find "the" stroller! And yet I continue to prefer to carry her than use a stroller, but that doesn't stop me from stroller browsing! Madalyn has heard me too many times..she convinced me to buy her this doll stroller, "mom it reclines AND has a big basket" haha!!

And it's so sad to me that in just a couple of years I will be well past the stroller years again.

And yes, Tracy, the stroller you lent me is still the winner! I just wish it was a little smaller when I have to pack up the car for our month long trip next week!

Movies

Friday, June 29, 2012

One year ago

One year ago yesterday I first saw Josephine's picture. We headed to the beach a few days later and I constantly checked my email waiting to see if the other family that was reviewing her file would bring her home. I remember sitting on the beach watching Madalyn play wondering if the little girl in the picture would be her sister.

It was over two months later that I knew she was to become a Bergeron.

Now, just one year later, she is no longer an orphan in China. Instead she is ours to love forever! Right now she is laying on my chest, sucking her two fingers, watching Chitty Chitty Bang Bang with her sister and me.

She now walks around the house smiling and playing. She points to her high chair and says "eat eat". When asked for a diaper, she grins, quickly toddles down the hall and proudly returns with a diaper. Then she runs off for a good chase before having her diaper changed.

So many changes in her little life! So many things I'll never know about her first two years. But I do know somehow she was blessed with a tender heart and an amazing a ability to love...animals and people.


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Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Monday, June 25, 2012

Going to therapy like a big girl!

Good results from blood tests

Josephine's blood tests all came back good. She did test positive for heterozygous MTHFR. This causes a slight risk of clotting, but is quite common. I'll look up the statistics and update in a bit.

The nurse, Lenae, said Dr. Majumdar recommended aspirin because of the stenosis seen on her MRI. He said she should take 30 mg daily and to call if we see any excessive bruising.

We go back to talk further at the beginning of August.

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Sisters

Friday, June 22, 2012

Decisions

I met with our pediatrician today and went over the aspirin decision for Josephine and the seizure medication decision for Madalyn.

We gave Josephine the Chicken Pox vaccine and after getting a couple more answers from the hemotologist I plan to start aspirin in a few weeks.

I also updated him on Madalyn's issues since stopping Lamictal.  Although with the high dose of Keppra, she is much improved during the day, and her reading is back, there are still significant problems in the early morning and late afternoon.  Also, night-time wetting ceased on Lamictal, and has continued nightly with Keppra.  This is likely due to nighttime seizure activity that is not being controlled with Keppra.  Therefore, despite my worries from all the side effects of the next medicine to try, I called the nurse and told her I was ready to try it.

She made me feel better about my request to change when she said I had lasted a lot longer than most, and that I had definitely given Keppra a fair shot.  So, Madalyn will ween off of Keppra over the next 8 weeks, as we gradually increase Depakote.  If anyone is wondering why this decision was so hard for me, just google Depakote....and you'll see.  Actually, don't.  When you read the risks you might think I'm a bad parent!  However, our pediatrician and neurologist have seen plenty of kids do well on it.  We will do some blood work Monday to get a baseline, and then monitor her levels while she is on Depakote to be sure her liver is okay.

I'm very excited that we are on a new path, and hope this medicine is the one that works for Madalyn. 

Happy birthday to you Video

Here is the video of Josephine's first birthday party on her second bithday!  Notice that she does not realize the cake is edible!  And the sweet girl hugs and kisses the Barney figure.  I am so in love with her!  Thank you Amma for the awesome cake!!! Now I'm bringing it to your house because I've eaten plenty.

Watermelon balls

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Therapy

When I took Madalyn to therapy yesterday Josephine thought it was her turn. She happily told ME bye and ran after Madalyn and Kristen....she was a little disappointed:(

Today was her turn and she happily went back and worked without me. The sessions are 30 minutes, and she is doing great!

Aspirin Decisions

I was wrong in my previous post. Dr Parker recommends aspirin treatment if the Hemotologist recommends it (which he did) because he is the specialist. However both said there is not enough data and research on childhood and inutero strokes so there is no clear protocol for the use of aspirin prevention . Both said it is ultimately up to me to weigh the risks and benefits and decide what I'm comfortable with. Which is where I am now...that is researching and trying to understand all the pieces of the puzzle to keep my precious girl safe and healthy.

Since we now know the results of the MRI, I called our Cardiologist with the new information and she explained that given that she had a left MCA infarct, her clot must have travelled through her PFO (which is now closed). However, because she had a clot, and because of the MCA stenosis, she also felt aspirin was warranted. I was comforted to hear that in her 15 years of treating children with heart problems, with the majority on daily aspirin, she has never had a case of Reyes Syndrome. She feels the benefit outweighs the risk.

I left a message for the Hemotologist to ask if he recommended the aspirin because of the stenosis or simply the history of a blood clot. Also at the appointment I did not tell him Josephine had a PFO so I want to see if that makes a difference. I also want to know if an MRA looking more closely at the arteries and veins could be helpful.

And my last plan before making this decision is to talk to Dr. Denney tomorrow. According to my google research there is a test that looks at the liver enzymes that can predict if a child may be predisposed to Reyes Syndrome. I want to ask him if we should test for that. I also want to ask about the chicken pox vaccination before starting aspirin to further minimize the chance of Reyes Syndrome. We are slowly redoing Josephine's immunizations because she did not show antibioties to certain diseases the China records showed she had received immunizations for...so I'm going to ask if we should do the chicken pox one now.

Growing up fast!

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Happy birthday Josephine!

Josephine turned two today! And when asked how old she is, she replies "two"!

We will have a small family party tomorrow night. I cant wait to show her the Barney cake my mom found for her!

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Appointment with blood disorder doctor today

Today my mom and me met with the pediatric hematologist to rule out blood disorders as the cause of Josephine's stroke. Our appointment was at 1:00 and by the time the medical student came in at 2:00, Josephine was already getting antsy in the small room.

The student asked many questions about her hemiplegia...he was very nice, it just took a long time and she was getting inpatient. Luckily my mom was there to help entertain her.

After another long wait the doctor came in. He also asked several questions about her hemiplegia. I asked some questions about the disorders they would rule out and he listed about 7 genetic and other clotting tests.

He also said he would recommend daily aspirin for future stroke prevention. However, because of the risk of Reyes syndrome, and other risks, I'll talk to our neurologist and pediatrician before starting aspirin. I believe our neurologist doesn't recommend aspirin prevention, but I need more information since I think we have conflicting opinions on this.

We went to a separate clinic to have 7 vials of blood drawn for the clotting and genetic tests. The lady that drew her blood was awesome! She was sweet to Josephine and me... and got it on the first prick!!

Josephine cried hard and even screamed "maaaamaaa" several heart breaking times as I held her during the blood draw. However, when we said "all done" she stopped crying immediately, happily repeated "all done", and began waving, smiling, and saying "bye!!bye!!bye!!. She is so sweet and her personality is adorable!

This picture was taken after her blood was drawn today. She is snuggling on top of me resting.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Water park

Friday, June 15, 2012

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Better

After increasing Keppra and doubling her morning dose of B6 Madalyn has had two great days! Today we had a friend over for a playdate! She even worked a puzzle and helped me make a grocery list by writing words phonetically. I'm very hopeful I have my Madalyn back!

Friday, June 8, 2012

Beautiful

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Neurologist appointment

Madalyn and Josephine had an appointment with Dr. Parker this morning.  She spent a lot of time with us.  She showed me the images of Josephine's MRI and answered all of my questions related to Josephine's MRI and Madalyn's seizure medication options.

Josephine:  I was so excited for Dr. Parker to see the lively, spunky, and sweet child Josephine has become since she first saw her 2 months ago! 

I remember the day she called me over a year ago after reviewing "Josephine's file".  I was in the Flowood library,  storytime was ending, and the UMC call came up on my phone.  I darted for a quiet corner, knowing everyone in the library could here me ask those questions that just don't feel right.....like what are the chances the child will be cognitively affected, chances of seizures, do you think this child has any greater risks than any other child with Hemiplegia. Do you think the child will be able to talk.  These questions don't feel right because regardless of the answers, this is a real child, not just a file.....but nevertheless, the questions had to be asked.... My heart was pounding because I knew I wanted her to say YES to this child that my heart had already said YES to....and she did:)

So, returning to Dr. Parker's office with a child that is now saying 30+ words, and screams Barney and Mickey whenever she sees them was so rewarding!  She showed me the MRI and referred to the stroke as very large.  To my untrained eye, her left hemisphere looked huge compared to her right.  It seemed to take up 2/3 of her brain.  The middle of her affected hemisphere was a large dark area of fluid filled emptiness.  Above and below it was a small amount of brain.....which is where her leg control is, which is why her leg is only mildly affected.  Josephine's speech should be controlled by the area that is now only fluid, so it is likely that her speech is now being handled by her right hemisphere.  Time will tell if she has speech issues, but so far, she is doing great in that area!.  Dr. Parker said she's glad children don't read their MRIs......they aren't limited by them.  She did say Josephine's brain was better able to adapt to her injury than some children.  Thank you God!

She is making a referral to a hemotologist to make sure she does not have any clotting issues that could have caused the stroke.  We will skip the other test because it exposes her to radiation and anesthesia, and will not change our treatment.

Madalyn:   Madalyn was quiet during the appointment.  She was too shy to answer Dr. Parker's questions...unusual...but these days, you never know:(  We talked about her 24 hour EEG and she did say she had a lot of spiking.  She answered my questions related to comparing her 3 EEGs...basically her EEG at age 2 showed spiking but that was considered normal because of her age.  Her next two EEGs showed simliar results, but appears worse during the 24 hour EEG.  However, that is likely because she had longer to see a variety of the spiking.

So, here is the plan. Go up further on Keppra.  Though the PDR lists us at the top level for her weight, it has been shown and is used safely at higher doses.  We will increase B6 which helps with some of the irritability side affects.  We will try this for 2 more weeks.  Then, if hyperactivty, saddness,  and attention are not improved (like it was on Lamictal) we will try adding an ADHD medicine.  We will watch closely to be sure the stimulant does not cause Madalyn's seizure thershold to fall.

If after about 4 weeks that does not work, we will look into Depakote OR Trileptal, to be used as a single seizure medication.  Both of these are not considered as "safe" as Keppra, so we would really like Keppra to work.

I will continue to call the nurse weekly to manage Madalyn's medications.

We return in 6 months for an appointment during Christmas holidays:)

Josephine has learned to smile for the camera!

And I am in love with this smile!

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Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Blackberry picking

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Josephine's great day at therapy


Josephine has begun to trust Kristen, our Occupational Therapist.  And now that she is accepting her, she is willing to work for her, which is great news! 

I first met Kristen when she was a student OT and I hired her to supplement Madalyn's weekly therapy when Madalyn was still a baby!  Now Madalyn and Josephine see her weekly at Beyond Play, and we love her!  Knowing how great Madalyn's therapists and doctors are was one of the driving factors to bring home a second child, this time knowing she had survived a stroke. And every day I am so thankful for our doctors and therapists, and to God for leading me to this sweet child, Josephine.

Missing Lamictal, not liking Keppra yet:(

I found this sweet book Madalyn wrote at school.  She wrote it when she was on her seizure medication, Lamictal.  For the two months she was at the therapeutic dose of Lamictal, she began writing phonetically.  I was so excited, proud, and happy for her.
And then she had the allergic reaction rash to the Lamictal and we had to stop it.  Today she tried to read this book she wrote just two months ago and the letters don't form words in her brain anymore.

Like all parents, there have been a few moments that break my heart...like the moment Dr. Denney wrote hemiplegia for the first time on our checkout sheet, or the time the radiologist wrote the report on her first MRI and sat in front of us and said that word, "stroke".  Then there was the first time I was racing to the ER as her eyes darted to the side and she was unresponsive, and my head was screaming...."no no, we didn't want her to have seizures".  And today, when I watched her try to read something she knew she could read a couple of months ago. I just want to fix it all for her, but I know I can't.   I know this too will pass, and we will find another seizure medicine that works.  I just look forward to the day I look back, and this is in the past.